The truth is I've never been held, but I have been held down The truth is I've never felt safe with all of those people around me The truth is I've never been held, but I have been held down The truth is I never could tell the difference between faith and lie And everyone is saying that things weren't gonna change But it's been feeling this way for my whole life And every inclination I ever had could save you All just kind of faded over time The truth is you never do see it though It's been a few months You spend years building a wall and it will come down all at once The truth is I've never been held, but I somehow held on The truth is a difficult part could just be saying what you want And I was so afraid of what everyone would say But now I'm just like, okay, bitch, who has time? And people are looking at me, are you sure you're okay? And too much time I've been consigned, hey, I'm fine And everyone is saying that things weren't gonna change But I've been feeling this way for my whole life And people are looking at me, are you sure you're okay? And too much time I've been consigned, hey, I'm fine And every inclination I ever had could save you All just kind of faded over time And people are looking at me, are you sure you're okay? And too much time I've been consigned, hey, I'm fine And everyone is saying that things weren't gonna change But I've been feeling this way for my whole life And people are looking at me, are you sure you're okay? And too much time I've been consigned, hey, I'm fine And every inclination I ever had could save you All just kind of faded over time And people are looking at me, are you sure you're okay? And too much time I've been consigned, hey, I'm fine And everyone is saying that things weren't gonna change But I've been feeling this way for my whole life And people are looking at me, are you sure you're okay? And too much time I've been consigned, hey, I'm fine And everyone is saying that things weren't gonna change But I've been feeling this way for my whole life