I feel alone in my body, I feel a silence underneath In these valleys of blood, in these rivers of rust Shoulder all the blame again, me locked into the end It was violent and rough, I was never enough But what if I was? I'm old enough to ride me down the road Like a remora swims But what if I was? Inside a thousand lies to get my goals It's never enough, it's never enough And I've always been ashamed that I wanna Fall into a dream of my own Anticipated, illustrated I've never found a way to be honest All I know is a place where our haunted memories Faded, illustrated In my dreams all I see is a crimson key Tethered by a falling stream Made to turn into love for me A killing so I testify It's a lumber of competence Under pressure of influence Not a curse that I caused Never to run What if I was? What if I was? And I've always been ashamed that I wanna Fall into a dream of my own Anticipated, illustrated I've never found a way to be honest All I know is a place where our haunted memories Faded, illustrated Anticipated, illustrated I know where I want to go But you know that it's too close And you know it's too late this time And I've always been ashamed that I wanna Fall into a dream of my own I've never found a way to be honest All I know is a place where our haunted memories Faded, illustrated Anticipated, illustrated I've never found a way to be honest All I know is a place where our haunted memories Faded, illustrated Anticipated, illustrated