I wish the people in life said that they loved me
Would look me in my pretty face and tell me all of their true intentions
I never really was the drowning out type
But I must admit that I got a problem, probably need an intervention
I'm looking in the mirror and recognize the parts of my dad I don't like
And that's the truth that I don't wanna live in
I called my mom last night and told her I've been struggling
When it comes to figuring out this thing we call living
And do I really want it?
I feel my soul falling apart, I feel my soul plumbing
Think I'm afraid to talk to God cause I don't feel nothing
I don't feel nothing

I don't want him to think I'm taking all of this for granted
Well *, maybe I am
Ask me how I feel, I'ma say I'm jaded
Look me in my eyes, don't you see me faded
It's a long road, I'ma walk in alone
I pray to God that my heart won't depart
Yeah
Ask me how I feel, I'ma say I'm jaded
Look me in my eyes, don't you see me faded
It's a long road, I'ma say I'm jaded
Yeah, this don't walk anymore

I don't wanna walk in alone
I'm afraid to sit in my house on some card
Ooh, ooh
Who-oh, who-oh, who-oh
Who-oh, who-oh, who-oh
Ooh, ooh
Who-oh, who-oh, who-oh
Conversations with myself, I'm tryna fight all these demons
Tell me what's the point in this if I'm not seeing a reason
I've been made to feel like I don't give enough
When in the end it's my heartbeat and I put my trust in so many
That only end up even while the ones that truly love me end up paying for their sins
I've been lying to myself, I know this ain't the way to live
And I've been reflecting all what I see in my reflection
I'll tell it all right now, I'll give you every confession so you can
Ask me how I feel, I'ma say I'm jaded
Look me in my eyes, don't you see me faded
It's a long road, I'ma walk in alone
I pray to God
I pray to God

In my heart, I'm some cold
Yeah
Ask me how I feel, I'ma say I'm jaded
Look me in my eyes, don't you see me faded
It's a long road, I'ma walk in alone
I pray to God
In my heart, I'm some cold
Oh, give me the strength, as I pray

Oh, give me the strength, as I pray
Will you be with me
Oh, I want to be separate from you
I just do this in a much too short line

And you killed so many for me
I did not do anything wrong, but I did what you promised mema
I sticks in your heart, and that's all there is against your will
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