I wish the people would lie and say that they love me
Would look me in my pretty face and tell me all of their true intentions
I never really was to drown it out tight
But I must admit that I got a problem, probably need an intervention
I'm looking in the mirror and recognize the parts of my dad I don't like
And that's the truth that I don't wanna live in
I called my mom last night and told her I've been struggling
When it come to figuring out this thing we call living
And do I really want it? I feel my soul falling apart, I feel my soul plumbing
Think I'm afraid to talk to God cause I don't feel nothing
I don't want him to think I'm taking all of this for granted
Well *, maybe I am, ask me how I feel, I'ma say I'm jaded
Look me in my eyes, don't you see me faded
It's a long road, I'ma walk in alone, I pray to God that my heart don't turn cold
Yeah, ask me how
I feel, I'ma say I'm jaded
Look me in my eyes, don't you see me faded
It's a long road, I'ma walk it alone, I pray to God that my heart don't turn cold
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Conversations with myself, I'm trying to fight all these demons
Tell me what's the point in this if I'm not seeing a reason
I've been made to feel like I don't give enough
When in the end it's my heart bleeding
I put my trust in so many that only end up leaving
While the ones that truly love me end up paying for their sins
And I've been lying to myself, I know this ain't the way to live
And I've been reflecting on what I see in my reflection
I'll tell it all right now, I'll give you every confession
So you can ask me how I feel, I'ma say I'm jaded
Look me in my eyes, don't you see me faded
It's a long road, I'ma walk it alone
I pray to God that my heart don't turn cold
Yeah, ask me how I feel, I'ma say I'm jaded
Look me in my eyes, don't you see me faded
It's a long road, I'ma walk it alone
I pray to God that my heart don't turn cold
Yeah, ask me how I feel, I'ma say I'm jaded