Sometimes, when I look back on my life
I noticed that I’ve become more aggressive and... less happy
I guess that having too many things to worry about make you distant
I lost touch with almost everything I love
I felt pain... mistreatments, had my heart broken multiple times
I’ve become more nonchalant towards everybody’s feelings
Is this what adulthood feels like??? Cause I don’t like it honestly
But people say it’s for the best... It helps you grow and survive in this world
But it’s been too long since the last time I had actual fun I can barely remember when
Like... I wanna have fun again, I wanna be carefree... I wanna be with my friends
I wanna make music...
But I wonder...
If it’s too late for me to be happy again...?