It's been a while since I could hold my head up high
It's been a while since I first saw you
It's been a while since I could stand on my own two feet again
It's been a while since I could call you
And everything I can remember
Has been done as it only seemed
The consequences that I've rendered
Stretch myself beyond my means
It's been a while since I couldn't say that I wasn't addicted
And it's been a while since I couldn't say I love myself as well
It's been a while since I've gotten things up just like I always do
It's been a while but all that seems to disappear when I'm with you
And everything I can remember
Has been done as it only seemed
The consequences that I've rendered
I've gotten things up again
Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day
It's been a while since I could look at myself straight
And it's been a while since I said I'm sorry
It's been a while since I've seen the way
Candles light your face
And it's been a while but I can still remember
Just the way you taste
And everything I can remember
Has been done as it only seemed
So maybe I'm lonely today
Can I blame this on my father?
And did the nasty good for me?
It's been a while since I could hold my head up high
And it's been a while since I said I'm sorry
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