Clouded by my thoughts, I feel better now
Just waiting for the day I put twenty down
On my ma's lap,
tell her not to bother stressing now
Every single day is getting better now, grow up
Never said a word, all I did was dream
Never moved an inch when the pressure beamed
Now I fly fast,
pass them niggas I did not believe
And I never knew they would stop with me
But it's all love
Yeah, yeah
But it's all love
But it's all love But it's all love
They say now you ain't the same without the pain And it kinda hurt
Some of my fans won't really love me if I ain't in the dirt
Just like the streets won't really love you till you're on a shirt
I got a lot of pain to give but tell me is that all I'm worth?
So what happens on the day that I don't cry no more?
When I burn a bridge and I ain't saying bye no more
When I ain't got all this pain in supply no more
When I got my mind right and I ain't got the time no more
Banker told me that my trauma is my muse And I ain't gonna lie,
my guy,
that's a very
sad truth I own an all-white yard with a big black room
And that's where I put my booze so it can put me in the mood
Cause when I rap,
boy,
it's blues I ain't singing melodies,
I mean that half
But when I did, these fans didn't remember me
They didn't wanna be friends with me They
told me make friends with my demons so
I did Now I'm chilling with my enemies, sadness,
anger and depression I'm at war with them,
this rap is my only
weapon Swing my sword, kill all of them
And all of them And all of them
More of them And more of them
Cause there's more of them More emotions that I feel
Every day I grow older People butt me out in public
Say I got a cold shoulder And when it comes to this rapping stuff
Every day that passes,
boy,
I'm closer to giving up
My niggas really had it rough So I
can't judge him when he's bagging up
I'm strong from picking all my baggage up
I shed a tear on the phone to my manager
I love the game I play but I feel like I'm giving up
Clouded by my thoughts,
I feel better now Just waiting for the day I put twenty down
On my ma's lap,
telling off about the stress and all
Every single day is getting better now Real talk,
never said a word,
all I did was
dream Never moved an inch when the pressure beamed
Now I fly fast past them niggas I did not believe
And I never knew they were stopping me
Pa' eso la, yeah Pa' eso la,
yeah
Pa' eso la,
yeah Pa' eso la,
yeah