Now after all that we've been through I would've stayed But looking back, I still see what a mess we've made I shouldn't let you go by now, but I'm still in phase one of breakups And I, I still say your name out loud to have you there to feel you near If I could hold you without hurting, if you could love me without leaving But we can't get it back, we try every, every way And it kills me, and it kills me I know that I'll be missing your voice every day How you whispered what you didn't dare to say Though I know it's for the best and I still have all that is left of me And I know I'll find the rest some other way, the rest of me If I could hold you without hurting, if you could love me without leaving But we can't get it back, we try every, every way If I could touch you without bleeding, and if my heart survived repeating But it's tough, patch it up, I can't take anymore of the pain And it kills me, it kills me, it kills me In every possible way, in every possible way In all the possible ways, in every single way If I could hold you without hurting, if you could love me without leaving But we can't get it back, we try every, every way If I could touch you without bleeding, and if my heart survived repeating But it's tough, patch it up, I can't take anymore of the pain And it kills me, it kills me, it kills me It kills me, it kills me, it kills me