Coffee drinking outside at 8am
Eyes tired but the sunlight's pouring
Newspaper and t-shirt
You're not my first thing in the morning
New outlet down the lane
More things to take up
Most my time I rerun
To end the day
You're not the last thing before I close
my eyes And it used to eat me alive
But it doesn't kill me anymore
It doesn't hold my heart for ransom like it did before
And sometimes it hits me,
that's for sure But it doesn't kill me anymore
The tunnels are racing The cavity you left in me
There are vines that I grow up with And spices that you used to be
And you're somewhere else out there and maybe not even missing me
And I wish you well and you hope the same thing,
leaving each other deep
And it used to eat me alive
But it doesn't kill me anymore
It doesn't hold my heart for ransom like it did before
And sometimes it hits me,
that's for sure
But it doesn't kill me anymore