In my day, thinking about you girl, being here with you, being there with you, I can't explain
Only time will tell what I'm meant to be
I died a couple months back, I'm different mentally
A wise man, but I have stupid tendencies
See, I'd rather get what I want than get what I need
Forbidden fruit, she's the apple of my eye, I can't eat
Cause I'm following God, following less will be my demise
And not to mention all these demons in a human's disguise
Trying to blind every eye, hoping, praying for life, but that's life
Looking to my past, I used to be so trife
Thinking about Jesus, we used to be so tight
But I loosened up the knot, then I started losing faith
Then I fell in love with pot
Starting to fill my mind with darker demonic class
Defining the key, unlocking potential, my pinnacle
Didn't know the cost was more ridicule, I'm miserable
God, please save me, you can call me Israel
Yes, y'all, yes, yes, y'all
I got Jesus on my mind, I ain't used to doing right
Yes, yes, y'all, yes, yes, y'all
Even though I'm chosen, why am I so broken?
Yes, y'all, yes, yes, y'all
I got Jesus on my mind, I ain't used to doing right
Yes, yes, y'all, yes, yes, y'all
I don't listen, I'm pitiful, hi, my name is Israel
Even though I'm chosen, I'm so broken
This food for thought, hope you not choking
I'm warm-hearted in a world that remains frozen
It's cryogenic, I'm like a bad appendix
I need to be removed, I'm blowing up to cause damage
To everything that gives the enemy a slight advantage
Listen, been to hell and back, I ain't sure that's a metaphor
Grandma's heart on the floor
Cause she think her grandson's with the Lord
But actually it's tragedy
Seeing different colors in a void like reality
Woke up, I'm like, I'm not sure what I'm doing

Automatically knew that God is the reason
That I ain't even breathing
Even though I'm living, sometimes I think I'm dreaming
I said, even though I'm living, sometimes I think I'm dreaming
But I would be happy even if I was sleeping
Cause I feel love from my God above
Yes, y'all, yes, yes, y'all
I got Jesus on my mind, I ain't used to doing right
Yes, yes, y'all, yes, yes, y'all
Even though I'm chosen, why am I so broken?
Yes, y'all, yes, yes, y'all
I got Jesus on my mind, I ain't used to doing right
Yes, yes, y'all, yes, yes, y'all
I don't listen, I'm pitiful
Hi, my name is Israel