It's been way too long for me to find it's hard Sitting alone, my fingers picking a soul for a part In an attempt to distract from the fact that I miss you I wonder if your friends have had to carry you home And stay for the night because they don't want to leave you alone Where before was fun has become an issue I know it's cruel But I kind of hold your torture too Tell me does your heart stop at the party when my name drops Like you stood at the platform and the trays crossed Are you hurting, yeah you must be Or is it just me Sometimes screaming on the inside When I say that we broke up and they ask why Are you crying in the shower like a freak Or is it just me Or is it just me Or is it just me It's been months and two days and five hours since I walked away And we left it so sour I know That you're probably thinking you're better without me And all my days have turned cold but not as cold as your shoulder I've been thinking it over while I drink myself sober again Please understand That I know it's cruel But I kind of hold your torture too Tell me does your heart stop at the party when my name drops Like you stood at the platform and the trays crossed Are you hurting, yeah you must be Or is it just me Sometimes screaming on the inside When I say that we broke up and they ask why Are you crying in the shower like a freak Or is it just me Cause this would be one whole lot easier Gotta know that selfish but it's true Is it just me If I'm beneath some core exterior I won't fall to tears Or is it just me Tell me does your heart stop Tell me does your heart stop Or is it just me Sometimes screaming on the inside When I say that we broke up and they ask why Are you crying in the shower like a freak Or is it just me