I said I wanna be healthy, but I turned the noise In the IV drip, a steady stream of poison I think I'm just in love with the feeling Break my bones so I can feel them healing Crazy, I believe the medical term We wanna recover, but we don't wanna learn Keep breaking what's been fixed a thousand times And give me some more of the iodine I can't make reality connect I push now, I have nothing left What if we want to wake up? Why we still singing these lullabies? I'll run in circles till I crash One day these steps won't be my last What if we want to wake up? Why we still singing these lullabies? I said I wanna be happy, but I quickly forget When I sabotage all the good I've gotten Depression like a big fur coat It's made of dead things, but it keeps me warm Crazy, I believe the medical term We wanna recover, but we don't wanna learn Keep breaking what's been fixed a thousand times And give me some more of the iodine I can't make reality connect I push now, I have nothing left What if we want to wake up? Why we still singing these lullabies? I'll run in circles till I crash One day these steps won't be my last What if we want to wake up? Why we still singing these lullabies? I don't like pain, but I bring it to life I don't like scars, but I'm good with a knife I don't like tears, but I'm starting to cry And I realize I'm destroying my life I do this to myself I do this to myself Don't blame it someone else We do this to ourselves I can't make reality connect I push now, I have nothing left What if we want to wake up? Why we still singing these lullabies? I'll run in circles till I crash One day these steps won't be my last What if we want to wake up? Why we still singing these lullabies? What if we want to wake up? Why we still singing these lullabies?