How's this over already before ***'s even started I finally learnt to love not with my head but with my heart again and the chance that I took lost a couple of friends but then again if they were friends would have accepted understandably luckily no family if I came out with the black side be mad at me imagining my dad's brown eyes while he frowns at me all for this girl and I'm still here writing a rap today so here I'm sitting in my room heartbroken *** hurting putting too much love and time into one person what an excursion every right to be nervous we're dealing with no purpose every right to be assertive for them to understand they need to know how it started how I met this light-skinned girl at this party and not once have I questioned before my ***uality not once have I considered a thought labeled artificiality by society held my head high and *** labeled it spontaneity girl the way I felt for you gradually grew to more than just carnality same career path I'm in a fictional reality if I can take this on I'm unstoppable I'm in this race faced with different line of obstacles like talks behind my back lost friends and fake love when to such like do you really really hate god I like man but I like girls too and I'm admitting it so tell me really what makes me and you so different wasn't no *** before marriage and the commandments yeah get your rest in a two so pull the *** back and let's start re-examining so drawn into my life man I need to start patterning take time and just freeze like a mannequin I can't breathe like the strangling you started chatting me yeah no like you started getting me gas just feeling normal when you hit me up I know this my girl want my respect you like a lover yeah you know this my girl *** this carousel I want to see you again going in circles why you playing when you're more than a friend girl and I don't want this to end girl I tell you loving you is more than a trend naturally next now's the time for division the time for decision the reason for rescission because nothing ever lasts everybody's greedy *** paying visits back to your past why is your ex still in the way like are you missing all your memories I get it *** marks the ex like treasury last night you gave me neck I guess you're there just for accessory unfair games and no referee playing it by my rules I'm turning spiteful argued every time you spoke so when I spoke you professed to comprehend my views of impediments all girl you're trying to test them disrespecting getting stressed hence why I'm cursing you out moving reckless cursed your ex mocking you clowns so everybody knew about tic-tac and tram and how trap used tic-tac just to drive her around and be ***ty little liars *** you think you're Bonnie and Clyde so I had the bitch pulling up to my bump next day snapchat I went to burn the bitch's jumper what messes me around it wasn't meant for me unnecessary arguments and stress more stress less trust and jealousy mitigate free music my alone time to repute it I would have been ***ed up way more than mentally so is my remedy for perplexity clean my head and give me some sense of supremacy depended on say you won't let go go *** it man I don't trust these hoes