I wanna be sober, but I love getting high Wanna give it a hundred percent, but I'm too afraid to try I wanna be faithful, but love hookin' up with randos I wanna live by the law, but still think like a vando I wanna get exercise, but I'm too lazy to work out I want all the finer things, but don't wanna go to work now I wanna go outside, take my family to the beach I wake up in the morning, first thing I do is look at the screen, at the screen Wanna live freely, why isn't it so easy? I should read a book, but I keep watchin' this TV And I know this lifestyle doesn't really feed me I just tune out to the voice inside me speaking Oh, all my little problems keep on buildin' up and buildin' up All my good intentions just ain't good enough to find the love, so I'm smokin' till my lungs are full Drinkin' till I lose my cool Apologies, my middle name And one day I will change, but I'm okay with who I am today I'm okay with who I, who I am today I want world peace, but I wanna watch Worldstar I know that I should stay home, I still wanna kick it where the girls are I wanna be a feminist, but I'm still watchin' pornos I wanna eat healthy, but I'ma eat this DiGiorno's Ayy, we live on social media, read other people's thoughts Tweet about justice, but don't show up to the march I think about the earth, and I think about the ego What am I willing to sacrifice at the expense of my ego? Wanna live freely, why isn't it so easy? I should read a book, but I keep watchin' this TV And I know this lifestyle doesn't really feed me I just tune out to the voice inside that's speaking Oh, all my little problems keep on buildin' up And buildin' up All my good intentions just ain't good enough To find the love, so I'm smokin' till my lungs are full Drinkin' till I lose my cool Apologies, my middle name And one day I will change, but I'm okay with who I am today I'm okay with who I, who I am today I'm okay with who I am today I'm okay with who I, who I am today