A love persuasion won't suffice
To prove how much you matter to me
When we die we suffer twice
Because we discover what wasn't to be
All the times I was untrue
Never mattered as much as the times spent with you
Your perfect image in my brain Frozen in time to drive me insane
And on the road It's like I never knew you
And at home
It's like I never left you
And all my sins are known to me
Society must take the blame
Reckless pursuit of fortune and fame
I'm bound and gagged and blinded too
A slave to the impulse programmed by fools
It's why I feel the need to stray And live in anguish every day
They say good comes to those who wait So here I lie and masturbate
Oh,
once I finally get there Oh,
why don't I want to be there?
And all my sins are known to you Your worst convictions all came true
Am I the worst you've ever had?
Or am I just sad?
When I see you with him on my screen How I wish I could control
The restless aspects of my soul So from now I'll leave you be
So from now I'll leave you be So from now I'll leave you be