I Have Laid Down
And the blades grew with the darkness over my lifeless days
I remember the fall, I remember the fear
And I gave up the whole year after year
For the words to find whatever's nice to hear
I remember the truth falling to a stone here
Would a friend try and justify my walk on the ice to die
By insisting on a lie
Such ignorance with arrogance in shadows the night stands
Stealthy poison leaves no chance
I remember the fall
I remember the fear
I remember the fear
And I gave up the whole year after year
For the words to find whatever's nice to hear
I remember the truth falling to a stone here
I have no belief that I just walk and be free
I'm held by the mirror
I remember a star





It doesn't feel as cold





When I was seen as me
All my facts been honed with wounds
Take look and nothing shows
It's just the nines of the old
The way I cast my breath and touch my heart again
Let it go still, let it go cold
Let it go still, let it go cold
Let it go still, let it go cold
The path of anger circles left my mind
I'd seen too much of my wisdom
Left me, left me raging blind
I remember the fall, I remember the fear
And deep in the hole you left a year
All the words define whatever's next to here
I remember the truth fallen to a stone here
I remember the fall, I remember the fear
And deep in the hole you left a year
All the words define whatever's next to here
I remember the truth fallen to a stone here
I remember the truth fallen to a stone here
I remember the truth fallen to a stone here
I remember the truth fallen to a stone here
I remember the truth fallen to a stone here