You can't see my scars, it's hard to read my thoughts I'm feeling, guess they're not real then You believe in God, but even God doesn't show his face When you need to talk, I'm still sick, imaginary illness I met the devil in my dreams, he said my dreams are what I never will achieve He said I'm never getting better, and I need to stop using words together like mental and disease That's when hell will *** freeze, I'm a basket case Maybe I should lock my stupid ass away Feeling like I'm half awake from all these pills I have to take No one even asks or *** wonders if I am okay I'm locked inside my head and I just can't escape You can't see my scars, it's hard to read my thoughts I'm feeling, guess they're not real then You believe in God, but even God doesn't show his face When you need to talk, I'm still sick, imaginary illness I hate parties, I hate people I hate the kind of friend that only calls you when they need you I *** hate my bed, but never leave it Like a girl does when she's beating, starts to love the pain I'm feeling, feeling numb, it's not me healing Someone give me something to live for I can't wake up to no one and expect me to feel more I used to dream of seeing my face up on the billboards Now all I want is you to *** see what I'm ill for It's all in your head, you're always upset You call it disease, I call it depression It's all in your head, you're always upset You call it disease, I call it depression It's all in your head, you're always upset You call it disease, I call it depression It's all in your head, it's all in your head It's all in your head You can't see my scars, it's hard to read my thoughts I guess I'm feeling, guess they're not real then You believe in God, but even God doesn't show his face When you need to talk, I'm still sick Imaginary illness It's all in your head