I haven't smiled very much today But I'm okay, I'm okay All these tears are diamonds on my face And I'm okay, I'm okay I think you were the first person who gave me a shot I want you to know that it meant a *** lot You listened when I needed you that Sunday night You took that blade, threw it away, and gave me life And I haven't smiled very much today But I'm okay, I'm okay All these tears are diamonds on my face And I'm okay, I'm okay I think you were the first person who broke my damn heart I want you to know I was thrown back in the dark I listened when you needed me that Christmas night But you ran that blade through all your veins Just one more time, but I wasn't there for you in that bedroom When you decided the world didn't get you I heard the sirens, I saw the message I'll keep your nightstand the way that you left it, yeah I haven't smiled very much today But I'm okay, I'm okay All these tears are diamonds on my face And I'm okay, I'm okay Yeah, yeah, I'm okay Yeah, yeah, I'm okay I knew you were the last person who I'd give my heart I want you to know I loved you right from the start, yeah I listened when the pastor said you would hurt no more I threw that blade inside your grave and said once more That I haven't smiled very much today But I'm okay, I'm okay All these tears are diamonds on my face And I'm okay, I'm okay Yeah