And I've been looking at these photos trying to figure out
Where that light went, how long I've been without
And all I know is that we saved that herd
And it takes so much strength just to say those words
Yeah, I got these old mixtapes with all these songs on them
I made for you, but you never really listen
And now I wish these days we never stopped talking
Yeah, I guess it's been a minute
But, I'm looking around and everyone here is bringing me down
Like we used to have a voice, but it got drowned out
And all of my friends, we used to dream about money and a career
And now the fear has got me freaking on my birthday every year
And I've been feeling like the time is wasted on my mind
I'm wearing this disguise like everything is fine, but
All of y'all don't know nothing about me
And I don't know how long this story goes
But you don't like this story anyway
So I'll just leave this CD on your doorstep
Another chorus that you'll just get bored with
And for once you might have *** to say
But I'll stop you anyway
Mom drinks too much, they still don't change
I'm too far gone, I can't be saved
And all these pills that I take just make me sick
This life been hitting me in waves
But maybe I ought to swim against the current
And I keep falling for the ones who wanna hurt me
I used to think I wanna grow up so quick
Till I got here and the walls caved in
Now everything's so blurry
And I'm feeling like the days are wasting me away
And everyone keeps telling me that I'ma be okay
But all of y'all don't know nothing about me
And I don't know how long this story goes
But you don't like this story anyway
So I'll just leave this CD on your doorstep
Another chorus that you'll just get bored with
And for once you might have *** to say
But I'll stop you anyway
I'm not okay, and that's okay with me
I'm not alright, I never claimed to be
I'm not okay, and that's okay with me
I'm not alright, I never claimed to be
I don't know how long this story goes
But you don't like this story anyway
So I'll just leave this CD on your doorstep
Another chorus that you'll just get bored with
And for once you might have *** to say
But I'll stop you anyway