I should probably be running back to therapy, crying all my tears on the couch, while they analyze everything that's wrong with me, memories burning down to ash in my mouth, and I should probably be drinking till I'm on the street, calling out your name like a fool with a bottle, trying to argue with the Uber about the quickest route to you, but I'm not, my friends wonder why I'm not bleeding and crying when I say I'm wishing you well, they tell me for all of the *** that you put me through, I should be giving you hell, but I hope you smile when you wake up, I hope you dream when you close your eyes, I should be mad but it's all love, I should, maybe I should, yeah, I hope you find out much later, I hope you find out the world's alright, I should be mad but it's all love, cause I'm good, oh I'm good, yeah, I'm good I should probably be searching for a remedy, bringing back a stranger to my bed, waking up the next day, asking for a first name, pop a couple pills for the holes in my head, I should, I should probably be erasing all my history, hoping that when karma comes around it's a bitch like the one you were to me, till the day you set me free, but I'm not, I'm just not I hope you smile when you wake up, I hope you dream when you close your eyes, I should be mad but it's all love, I should, maybe I should, yeah, I hope you find out much later, I hope you find out the world's alright, I should be mad but it's all love, cause I'm good, oh I'm good, yeah, I'm good I'm good better than ever baby, I'm good better than I've ever been, I'm good better than ever baby, oh I'm good, yeah, I'm good Well I can't say, I wouldn't change a thing, you got a heart shaped like a fist and I won't miss you throwing punches I should probably be talking trash, calling out your ass in a song on the radio But I hope you smile when you wake up, I hope you dream when you close your eyes, I should be mad but it's all love, I should, maybe I should, yeah I hope you find what you're made of, I hope you find out the world's alright, I should be mad but it's all love, cause I'm good, oh I'm good, yeah, I'm good I'm good better than ever baby, I'm good better than I've ever been, I'm good better than ever baby, oh I'm good, yeah, I'm good One more thing, before I fade away, before I flex like memory, I can't say I wouldn't change a thing, can't say I made it past the pain Past the pain, the pain, the things you did to me, a pain which could never be the same, but I thank you for everything, I thank you for everything I thank you for everything, I thank you for everything, I thank you for everything Everything's gonna be okay