May 5th,
wake up in an ambulance
Holding my
brother's hand
Asking him what went wrong
Throwing fits,
they ask who's president
They say it don't make sense
Is there a war going on?
The fire in my mind
The first time I felt crazy Still paying that fine
I can't remember the look on your face
When I told you I might want to die
Every
person I've been or I am gonna be I'm gonna miss everything
Decades since,
live in basement to basement My
dreams shot up through target practice
And all my friends have moved on Is this all there is?
My selfish equation I'm slouching into oblivion
Find out where I went wrong
And I tried to remember when this all didn't
feel like an ending Or being swallowed alive
But I just tried to remember the sound of your voice when
The bag was over my eye
Every person I've been or I am gonna be I'm gonna miss everything
And every person I've been or I am gonna be I'm gonna miss everything
And every person I've been or I am gonna be I'm gonna miss everything
I'm gonna miss everything
And every person I've been or I am gonna be
I'm gonna miss everything
Everything
Every
person I've been or I am gonna be
I'm gonna miss everything
I'm gonna miss everything
Every
person I've been or I am gonna be I'm gonna miss everything