So
What I'm looking for It's not here,
not down this hall
I guess I'm speaking for the both of us I don't feel strong
The breakfast is on its way
I should be happy to be here this day
I should be happy for the both of us But the pain rules,
yeah hey there I survived
I'm not
happy to be here alive And the first thing that comes to mind
Is I'm alive
I survived
It's alright
to sit here for a while
Just to sit here and close my eyes
Tomorrow's too far away
I'm not happy to be here alive And the first thing that comes to mind
Is I'm alive I pledge to you, though my
demons deep inside
I'm lucky to be here alive You're able to spy survival
I'm alive