I've seen dark roads and sold my soul to things I shouldn't have
I've seen myself to the bits of hell and didn't think I would come back
Could I still believe?
I've spent my life wondering why I'm even here at all
I've searched for meaning and fought for dreaming and all I did was fall
Could I still believe?
Could I still believe?
Could I still believe?
If I'm honest and I'm not usually
These hymns feel like old fake songs to me
If I'm honest

Maybe I shouldn't be
I just hope you're real
I just hope you're looking out for me
At the end of it all when the buildings fall
Do I even know?



I didn't take that chance
Did I live a good life?
Did I even try?
Does it count if I did my best?
Could I still believe?
Could I still believe?
If I'm honest
And I'm not usually
These hymns feel like old fake songs to me
The sky pulls through like empty halls to me
If I'm honest
Maybe I shouldn't be
I just hope you're real
I just hope you're looking out for me
At the end of it all when the buildings fall
Do I even need to try?



Maybe I shouldn't be

Oh, I want to believe
Yeah, I want to believe
If I'm honest
And I'm not usually
I'm doing worse than I'm supposed to be
If I'm honest
And I'm not usually
You feel so far away from me
If I'm honest
Maybe I shouldn't be
Yeah, I want to believe
I still hope you're real
I still hope you're looking out for me