If I hadn't met you, would I be all alone? Hiding in my bedroom, living life through a phone I'm scared of everything and everyone Everything I haven't done yet My head is in its own I was a dreamer, but at my ceiling I lie awake, stone cold, most evenings Hit the bleachers instead of taking Cause I gave up when it got frustrating Then you find someone in your bed Who doesn't hate the things that go on in your head And out of everybody else that I met, it's you You, if I didn't have you I don't Think I'd even leave my home Wouldn't have no place to go, go You, if I didn't have you I don't Think I'd be the same I won't ever let you, let you go, go If I hadn't met you, would I lie Through my teeth, hiding all the rest You got the best part of me I'm scared of letting anybody get Close enough to have regrets I like it if you wanna go I was a dreamer, but at my ceiling I lie awake, stone cold, most evenings Hit the bleachers instead of taking Cause I gave up when it got frustrating Then you find someone in your bed Who doesn't hate the things that go on in your head And out of everybody else that I met, it's you You, if I didn't have you I don't Think I'd even leave my home Wouldn't have no place to go, go You, if I didn't have you I don't Think I'd be the same I won't ever let you, let you go, go My bed is so tired of me All the demons in my head are blind to me There's a wall between myself and who I'm trying to be Now I don't know how to function in society One, two, three medications Just so I can have a f***ing normal conversation I sleep better when I've been sedated I'm scared of everybody else and I hate it You, if I didn't have you I don't Think I'd even leave my home Wouldn't have no place to go, go You, if I didn't have you I don't Think I'd be the same I won't ever let you, let you go, go *