They say an end can be a start
Feels like I have been buried yet I am still alive
It is like a bad day that never ends
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I do not try to deny
I would better learn to accept that
There are things in my life that I cannot control

They say love aint nothing but a sore
I do not even know what love ́s
Too many tears have had to fall
Don ́t you know I am so tired of it all
I ́ve known terror dizzy spells
Finding out the secrets words won ́t tell
Whatever it ́s it can not be named
Theres a part of my world that ́ s fading away

You know I do not wanna be clever
To be brilliant or superior
True like ice, true like fire
Now I know that a breeze can blow me away
Now I know theres much more dignity
In defeat than in the brightest victory
I am losing my balance on the tight rope
Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please...

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it is all over I will let you know

Hang on to the good days
I can lean on my friends
They help me going through hard times
But I am feeding the enemy
I am in league with the foe
Blame me for what ́s happening
I cannot try, I cannot try, I cannot try...

No one knows the hard times I went through
If happiness came I miss the call
The stormy days aint over
I have tried & lost know I think that I pay the cost
Now I have watched all my castles fall
They were made of dust, after all
Someday all this mess will make me laugh
I cannot ewait, I cannot wait, I cannot wait...

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it is all over I will let you know
If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You