If I disappear tonight
Would you notice I was gone?
Would the silence feel too loud?
Or just quietly move on?
You don't say much these days
And I forget the sound of grace
If I disappear
Would you even cry?
Would you turn around?
Or wonder why?
I've been here,
I've been trying But it feels like we
stopped fighting
You call me home
Now I'm just a shadow near your phone
I reach out but you don't reach back
The threads unraveling down the track
I'm not angry,
just
afraid That I was just a phase you played
If I disappear Would you even cry?
Would you turn around?
I've been here, I've been trying
But it feels like we stopped fighting
And if I leave with no goodbye Would it be a loss or just a sigh?
If I disappear Would you even cry?
I'm still here, barely surviving
But you're no longer trying
Disappear, soft and slow
Hoping someday you'll want to know