I think I'm an angel, but I am cursed Riding so painful, ghost whipping the hearse My secrets are shameful, my secrets are faithful My life is no fable, I'm an archangel Fiending I'm feeling, I'm watching I'm dealing I'm packing it up, the odors I'm feeling I'm bugging, clip up, this I see drilling And what did you say? Slow down, son, you're killing them What do you do? They look up to you A porcelain doll, an idling tool You're dropped out of school, you're burning a fuel An angel of death, the face of a ghoul I ain't your idol, kid I'm just a gangster I cannot save you, son I ain't no savior I ain't your idol, kid I'm full of hatred I cannot save you now I ain't no savior I ain't no savior I ain't your idol, kid I ain't your idol, kid You're my idol, kid You're my idol You're my idol, kid You're my idol I'm gonna be killing them with blood in the airplay Cause I dare say anything not their way *** politically correct in a scared way Then I'm up this angel demon bringing more death Not imagining me down with a magazine Thought that you had a dream, but really have a king But this one is flattering, battering I'm a missing, traveling, protected by Mazikeen I'm talking extremities with enemies, obscenities To you, I'm exactly what a rival is If you're not gonna be my synergy, infinity I'm then wishing you suicidal *** I'm homicidal, bitch, and I probably let them in And when I put a round of bullets, I get a vital kick If you're not up on the damage, the Bible did I ain't your idol, kid I ain't your idol, kid I'm just a gangster I cannot save you, son I ain't no savior I ain't your idol, kid I'm full of hatred I cannot save you now I ain't no savior I ain't your idol, kid Looking at me, but what do you see? The vision of something that you'll never be The kingdom will come, the call for the king What do you want? What do you need? I'm an addict with a habit I'll blow your *** head off, god damn it Can't stand it The look on your face, the desperation I cannot take it, I feel it again The needles are pushing up onto my skin I cannot speak, but the voice is within That evil is good and the virtue of sin Who are you? What do you need? Are you sure you wanna be like me? Can't pay up, nothing is free Deal with the devil or deal with me I ain't your idol, kid I ain't your idol, kid I ain't your idol, kid I ain't your idol, kid I ain't your idol, kid Your idol I ain't your idol, kid Your idol I ain't your idol, kid Not gonna save you, son