Since I can't remember, I've always had a group of girls that's had it out for meFrom kindergarten to high school, I could name them allAnd I was the one they loved to *** on So I got it in my head that nobody wantedme Everybody in my class was white and had straightpretty hair And I grew up in a house of curly-haired girlsthat wanted straight hair So I got so consumed with my looks that therewasn't much else I seemed to care aboutIn fifth grade, I got in trouble for having a mirror in my deskThat I would always check to see if I looked a messI taught myself that I wasn't beautiful, cause there wasn't anyone to tell me differentAnd I was loved, but I was alone Not to mention that I didn't have any friendsof my own Cause sometimes, knowing that you're lovedjust isn't enoughIdiot girl, you're no good to anyone You can't do anything rightYou take yourself too serious You're always *** things upAnd in your world, you're an idiot girlYou're the worst, never learn Don't you hate it?That sitting alone all these years Made you complacent to it allCause now in my world, I'm an idiot girlI always had to be the best Singer, athlete, runner, whateverWell, it didn't really matter I couldn't win in life, but at least I wasa winner But it didn't make me feel any betterNo No, it didn't make me feel any betterAnd now I'm older, and can't open up Seems like before I go open my mouthI've already been judged Cause my whole childhood was full of peopleNot caring enough or passing me offIdiot girl, you're no good to anyone You can't do anything rightYou take yourself too serious You're always *** things upAnd in your world, you're an idiot girlYou're the worst, never learn Don't you hate it?That sitting alone all these years Made you complacent to it allCause now in my world, I'm an idiot girl