Since I can't remember, I've always had a group of girls that's had it out for me
From kindergarten to high school, I could name them all
And I was the one they loved to *** on So I got it in my head that nobody wanted
me Everybody in my class was white and had straight
pretty hair And I grew up in a house of curly-haired girls
that wanted straight hair So I got so consumed with my looks that there
wasn't much else I seemed to care about
In fifth grade, I got in trouble for having a mirror in my desk
That I would always check to see if I looked a mess
I taught myself that I wasn't beautiful, cause there wasn't anyone to tell me different
And I was loved, but I was alone Not to mention that I didn't have any friends
of my own Cause sometimes, knowing that you're loved
just isn't enough
Idiot girl, you're no good to anyone You can't do anything right
You take yourself too serious You're always *** things up
And in your world, you're an idiot girl
You're the worst, never learn Don't you hate it?
That sitting alone all these years Made you complacent to it all
Cause now in my world, I'm an idiot girl
I always had to be the best Singer, athlete, runner, whatever
Well, it didn't really matter I couldn't win in life, but at least I was
a winner But it didn't make me feel any better
No No, it didn't make me feel any better
And now I'm older, and can't open up Seems like before I go open my mouth
I've already been judged Cause my whole childhood was full of people
Not caring enough or passing me off
Idiot girl, you're no good to anyone You can't do anything right
You take yourself too serious You're always *** things up
And in your world, you're an idiot girl
You're the worst, never learn Don't you hate it?
That sitting alone all these years Made you complacent to it all
Cause now in my world, I'm an idiot girl