Sometimes the road just ends
It changes everything you've been
And all that's left to be
is empty, broken, lonely, hoping
I'm supposed to be strong
I'm supposed to find a way to carry on

And I don't want to feel better
And I don't wanna not remember
And I will always see your face
In the shadows of this haunted place
I will laugh
I will cry
Shake my fist at the sky
But I will not say goodbye

They keep saying time will heal
But the pain just gets more real
The sun comes up each day
Finds me waiting, fading, hating, praying
If I can keep on holding on
Maybe I can keep my heart from knowing that you're gone

And I don't wanna feel better
And I don't wanna not remember
I will always see your face
In the shadows of this haunted place
I will laugh
I will cry
Shake my fist at the sky
But I will not say goodbye

I will curse
I will pray
I‘ll relieve everyday
I will show through the blame
I'll shout out your name
I will laugh
I will cry
Shake my fist at the sky
But I will not say
I will not say goodbye
I will not say goodbye
Will not say ooooohhhhh