It only hurts me when I'm awake
It seems to die with dreaming
And there's only so much that I can fake
When my whole life's careening down I will not die
It only
kills me cause I'm alive And living this disaster
It's all I can do now to survive I live to be my master
Down I will not die
Down
I will
not die
When I'm well I long to be Only in love with you
But I guess I'll never be
Whole and you know it's true
It does not stop me that we all die I know this trip's to slaughter
But if only I could let me cry I feel the healing water rolling down
Down I will not die
Down I will not die