My mom's on Facebook a lot these days, she says it brings her welcome escape. She used to take my phone away as a kid, but now she, like me, does what I always did. I can see it when a slow hijackin' throwin' me out the seat. I can't stop watchin' toys, toys. I learned it from my toys. Now it's noise, noise, I wanna hear more noise. I watch my YouTube videos at 2x speed, cause normal doesn't give me any dopamine. I'm a lot like a junkie that wants to be on a bigger dose to feel what he needs. Can't sit alone, can't hear what I think. I'm an addict, but I don't smoke or drink. I play it in the background to avoid my thoughts. If I listen to those, then I'd soon be lost. I watch my YouTube videos at 2x speed, cause normal doesn't give me any dopamine. I'm a lot like a junkie that wants to be on a bigger dose to feel what he needs. Some comedies I watch haven't made me laugh in years. I don't listen to the let's plays, but they quiet all my fears. Consuming candy images like cocaine for my brain. I listen to the voices, and the voices keep me sane. Yes, I've built up a tolerance for my drug. I'm not watching anything anymore out of love. I like feeling dumb and numb when the videos play. For the seconds that I'm watching, all my worries drip away. YouTube, please give me a 3x speed button. My watch later lists never getting to the bottom. YouTube, please give me a 3x speed button. So it doesn't get so slow that I might think of something. I watch my YouTube videos at 3x speed.