You know, I'm in pain. I'm hurt. And the times I've said that, oh god, I would have been rich by now. You know, the saying, smile more, or stop being sad. Jesus, if I would have thought about that earlier, maybe I would have. Yeah, I don't know how long I have, you know, on earth. I'm just trying to go as far as I can. Because I feel like there's people who still need me. And if I'm their purpose, well, I'm just fulfilling my job then. So, oh Jesus, I'm such a cliche of depression. The pain inside my heart makes me wanna *** ache. I kinda wanna die, what a *** cliche. I'm not looking for attention, I'm just looking for some hope. Don't need your sad empathy, I'm just trying to *** cope. Cope with all the pain that doesn't let go. Never looking back on the things I've lost. Cause I don't give a *** no more if that's what it costs. Cause I don't give a *** no more if that's what it costs. I just wanna go home, a place where I'll be at home. A place where I can go when I'm not carrying on. I just wanna go home, a place where I'll be at home. A place where I can go when I need some hope. I just wanna go home, a place where I'll be at home. A place where I can go when I feel alone. I just wanna go home, I just wanna go home, I just wanna go home. Nonetheless, I've never felt at peace. Cause nothing ever put me at *** ease. Home is a place where I feel like I'm safe. It's a place where I don't constantly have to act brave. Returning to my senses just to feel the same. And get burned twice by the same old flame. Therefore if I leave, I don't wanna see no tears. Keep your head held high, no time for fears. I'm not giving up, I'm just preparing for the pain. And I know nothing will ever be the same. No time for regrets, just keep on going. And it's now that we have to keep on growing. *** happens that we can change. And now I know that stuff seems strange. It's time to let go and finally head to the place that I call home. I just wanna go home. And I hate these kinds of songs. But I'm better on my own. So I guess I'll let go. I just wanna be young. And have no worries on my mind. Have no reason to hide. Cause I know you hold me tight. I just wanna go home. A place where I'll be alone. A place where I can go. When I'm ready to head home. I just wanna go home. I just wanna go home. I'm in pain. We're all in pain. But we shouldn't give up. You can do this. You're stronger than you think you are. That's for sure. And please, don't give up. You still have so much to live for. And I love you. I love you.