This was for those times that I want to wear a candy necklace Just to keep you at my thoughts Cause I easily lose attention writing goals in my notes We could go to IKEA on Thursday Children miss school so maybe they'll let us play In a jungle room, in a plastic ball's booth Playing stuff we never use I hate you for making me write in *** love songs I hate you for convincing me that I could be loved When I'm mad it's so sad True love which crashes again and again And I'm scared somewhere where you could be like everybody else And if the moon can change its color It should be the one of your clever eyes So dark to disappear in the brightest nightmares I'm a creep in mind while you play out full of good frustrations I make origami of butterflies that can fly Whisper spells that ain't a pencil I'll forever be the Noxygealemise And I hate you for making me write in *** love songs I hate you for convincing me that I could be loved When I'm mad it's so sad True love which crashes again and again And I'm scared somewhere where you could be like everybody else I'm so messy that I could break All your surgeons and a diamond ring Please don't treat me like something fragile Feel free to leave me on a wedding Cause I need a brain to fight you right about I'm afraid to be happy and successful without But I used to be on the center of the ballroom Usually the girl on the buffet trying to not look drunk And I hate you for making me write in *** love songs I hate you for convincing me that I could be loved When I'm mad it's so sad True love which crashes again and again And I'm scared somewhere where you could be like everybody else Like everybody else Everybody else And I hate you We're sorry the number you have dialed is not in service at this time