It's not like I don't want to go outside It's not like I don't want to feel the light
But every time I do I feel more lonely The corners of my room, they really know me
Part of me is scared of what I'm like Cause even when I go to close my eyes
Darkness is my favorite kind of daydream And I don't ever see myself escaping
Oh, I don't know why
But I hate the sun, it makes me feel guilty Nobody wants somebody who's empty
I try to be better, but trying won't make me listen up
Cause I'm like the clouds, the gray and the heavy Shut everyone out till nobody gets me
Will they be sad at my funeral saying how she was no fun?
Cause I hate the sun
It's not like I don't want to be okay It's not like I'll be happy when it rains
But every time it does, it kind of saves me At least I'm not the only one that's breaking
I don't want to spend every day of my life Crying in bed as I'm cursing the clear blue sky
But in the end I always say the same thing Oh, I don't know why
But I hate the sun, it makes me feel guilty
Nobody wants somebody who's empty
I try to be better, but trying won't make me listen up
Cause I'm like the clouds, the gray and the heavy Shut everyone out till nobody gets me
Will they be sad at my funeral saying how she was no fun?
Cause I hate the sun
Oh
I want to lie here on my own I want to dance inside my storm
It's such a perfect day to find myself alone
Cause I hate the sun, it makes me feel guilty Nobody wants somebody who's empty
I try to be better, but trying won't make me listen up


Cause I'm like the clouds, the gray and the heavy Shut everyone out till nobody gets me
Will they be sad at my funeral saying how she was no fun?
Only remembered for everything I could've done
Cause I hate the sun