just go
Of color shoes
And fading life
Where I couldn't see the graph but I'm finding
And the lines are dark
Still
I struggle by the same neighbors
I share the delay
Lost in my head
Lost
in my head
Lost in this goddamn hospital
bed I'm not the same man I don't describe
Try to uncover all the darkness I hide Inside my demons are my lovers
But I've got faith By my side
I've got hope In my eyes
I take my life with subtle steps Instead
of knife wounds and all that is left
It's so hard to take my own life It's
one year old and I'm stronger I wanna
live
much longer I'm old and bitter and I'm
cheated And I hate what life gave me
Let the fear
rush away Let the demons plug their throats
I'm alive,
that's one mistake But I'll be searching for much more
To give I take my life with subtle steps
To
give I take my life with subtle steps