This summer, I turned 18 Started with me running from a party Bella was drinking in the back My problem, my panic attack Racing, clawing to the front door Bolted down, 29 going 84 Ended the night on the curb These last 12 years were a blur Swear I was just on the pavement Laying down while someone traces me Watching the sky, I thought I had my time What a lie, I guess that was goodbye I guess that was goodbye I guess that was goodbye Wonder if I can outrun September It's not the end If I play pretend like when we were kids Make friends with the dark, say stay forever Don't let me down, down, down Nights are fair with a friend, let's stay like a mint Swear I was just on the pavement Laying down while someone traces me Watching the sky, I thought I had my time What a lie, I guess that was goodbye I guess that was goodbye I guess that was goodbye But I guess Mr. Clark was just doing his job And it's nobody's fault, but I wish it was Swear I was just on the pavement Laying down while someone traces me Watching the sky, I thought I had my time What a lie, I guess that was goodbye I guess that was goodbye I guess that was goodbye I guess that was goodbye I guess that was goodbye I guess that was goodbye I guess that was goodbye