Late nights,
early mornings, tough luck, mind's zoning
But to another elevation as I blaze the boom,
to escape my problems
But I know soon I'll come down and have to face them again
So then I move on to picking up the pen,
and let my spirit speak
Tryna reach my peak,
but I'm still stuck in the mentality that I'm independent
If opportunity knocks,
I'll let him in,
but that's it,
when I got a lot of ifs
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I gotta hold this,
I pray I don't fall,
like leaves in the fall
Not knowing who to call for help in the cell,
but help in the cell
Cause I can't love me too,
I can't love me too,
I can't love me too,
oh yeah
Cause I can't love me too,
I can't love me too, I can't love me too
I'm stuck and I'm stressed,
afraid of what's next
Honestly my thoughts told me,
you told me that negatives always seem to be crossing my mind
I freak with times,
wondering does my existence even make a difference
All of this on my mind,
and my plate,
and I don't know what to do these days
Life is a rollercoaster,
but you ain't strapped in,
we all bound to fall off it
You can never be life,
none of us come out of bitter life,
I learned you gotta roll with
the hits I've been dealing with this pain,
feeling
like I'm going insane,
I just pray for better days
I'm losing rest,
and I'm lost on this quest,
fading in the dark mist
Trying my best to be an optimist,
my confusion and insecurities tear me apart
Reaching for something or someone,
but everything seems so far
...Cause I can't love me too,
I can't love me too,
I can't love me too, oh yeah
Cause I can't love me too,
I can't love me too, I can't love me too