To everybody
About how I feel
I can't eat, can't sleep,
I'm on my knees
Praying for a miracle
It's alright what you say
Like a knife I know you like the taste of blood
I love you,
I hate you,
I have you,
I lose you,
I just want someone to love
I don't wanna have to lie to everybody I just want a light
I wanna smoke more cigarettes You think that I like it harder
But I do and I can't seem to help myself
I'm a big girl but big girls get hurt too
And they cry You think that I'm tough enough
But I know when you look at me right
Now that all you can see is blood
I don't wanna have to lie to everybody About how I feel
Waves of sadness,
waves of greed A river that feels like it'll never stop running
All you see is the loss I know it's all over
My face I
can't change I can't hide
I don't wanna have to lie to everybody
About how I feel