I haven't heard a Sunday sermon in a while. It's hard to dress up and smile when I know I'm not in good standing.Although God understands me more than the pastor appears.And I've got nothing to prove.If anyone needs to hate me, if anyone needs to make me the bad guy, I can take it.Because everybody saw me leaving and nobody knows my reasons.That's fine, I know I hadn't read this.You'll be going home for Christmas without me.My name won't be beneath the family tree.And that's all as it should be.We're all drawing boundaries.What's one more thing to lose?I am still standing.And my truth, if anyone needs to hate me, if anyone needs to make me the bad guy, I can take it.I can take it.Everybody saw me leaving.Nobody knows my reasons.That's fine, I know I hadn't read this.I hadn't read this.I'm just the one who said out loud, it's broken beyond repair.Oh, I can't fix it.That doesn't mean that I don't care.You know it's really not fair.But if anyone needs to hate me, if anyone needs to make me the bad guy, I can take it.I can take it.I can take it.Everybody saw me leaving.Nobody knows my reasons.That's right.And I know I hadn't read this.I didn't read this.I didn't read this.I didn't break this