I know I have a heart cause I can feel it breakingAnd it's taking a toll on meI spent so much time being tough, I was fakingGuess my feelings got a hold on me2011's when my life was going crazyYou was * all them bitches on meI got so stressed out that I lost the babyOnly my sister gave a * about meThem so-called friends I had was happy I was fallingThey wasn't calling up to see about meBut I ain't never let them get to see me crawlingI cut them off like get the * from around meSo now I'm just using every nigga around meVanessa, I'm getting moneyHe's a bitch, I'm a bitch, I'm a bitchSo glad he found meI * him good, I make him laughI'm so astoundedBut I need to come up for airFeel like I'm drowningNo, no, no, noI tried to let love goBut then came