I know I have a heart cause I can feel it breakingAnd it's taking a toll on meI spent so much time being tough, I was fakingGuess my feelings got a hold on me2011's when my life was going crazyYou was f***ing all the m****es on meI got so stressed out that I lost the babyOnly my sister gave a f*** about meThem so-called friends I had was happy I was fallingThey wasn't calling up to see about meBut I ain't never let them get to see me crawlingI cut them off like get the f*** from around meSo now I'm just using every n***a around meVanessa, I'm getting moneyHe's f***ing all the m****es on meSo glad he found meI f*** them good, I make them laughI'm so astoundedBut I need to come up for airFeel like I'm drowningNo, no, no, noI tried to let love goBut then came