It's not easy having yourself a good time Greasing up those bets and bennies Watching out they don't fall ever *** kiss you both at the same time Smells like something I've forgotten Girl got tied and now it's money I'm not a gangster tonight Don't wanna be a bad guy I'm just a loner baby And now you've gotten in my way I can't decide whether you should live or die Or you'll probably go to heaven Please don't hang your head and cry Don't wonder why my heart feels dead inside It's cold and hard and petrified Lock the doors and close the blinds We're going for a ride It's a bitch convincing people to like you If I stop now call me a quitter If lies were cats you'd be a litter Pleasing everyone isn't like you Dancing chicks until I'm crippled Slutting drinks I won't get people I've got to hand it to you You play for all the same rules It takes the truth to fool me And now you've made me angry I can't decide whether you should live or die Or you'll probably go to heaven Please don't hang your head and cry Don't wonder why my heart feels dead inside It's cold and hard and petrified Lock the doors and close the blinds We're going for a ride Oh I could throw you in the lake I'll feed you poison birthday cake I won't deny I'm gonna miss you when you're gone Oh I could bury you alive But you might crawl out with a knife And kill me when I'm sleeping That's why I can't decide whether you should live or die Or you'll probably go to heaven Please don't hang your head and cry Don't wonder why my heart feels dead inside It's cold and hard and petrified Lock the doors and close the blinds We're going for a ride