Sometimes I don't like it, but that don't mean I don't love it.
Sometimes I get down so low, but that don't mean I can't rise above it.
Sometimes it's the vast unknown, as far as I can see.
Sometimes it feels like I'm touching everything, and everything is touching me.
I've lost people and money to become the woman I am today.
I'll still be becoming tomorrow, maybe losing, but still choosing her anyway.
I know it's a lot to look at all that I got. It's a lot to see who I am and am not.
But I can laugh, and I can love, and I can dream, and I can do hard things.
Look at my baby, I wouldn't trade him for the world.
I've gained joy like I've never known, but lost the lightness when I was a girl.
We're told to say that it's better, and it is, and it isn't, and I know.
But there's little black or white, there's little wrong or right, and mostly it's both.
I know it's a lot to look at all that I got. It's a lot to see who I am and am not.
But I can laugh, and I can love, and I can dream, and I can do hard things.
Sometimes I can hold it all. I know where I end and where I start.
Sometimes it's all way too heavy, and I'm way more than the sum of all my parts.
I know it's a lot to look at all that I got. Yeah, it's a lot to see who I am and am not.
But I can laugh, and I can love, and I can dream. I can win or I can lose, it's all the same.
I still dance and I'll sing in the pain, and I can do hard things.