You know, you all got your palms on a rug.
I know.
So I ask myself,
why do I go through this pain?
I try to smoke it all away.
It seems to never go away.
It seems like when my life starts out great,
it ends up turning gray.
I get on my knees and ask God,
please, release this pain, please.
Help me be able to breathe and let this
pain breathe like the leaves in the trees.
That's what I believe.
I believe I can achieve great things,
things I could never imagine I could ever achieve.
Ever since I asked God,
please release this pain,
I've been feeling great.
I can finally feel free and be able to breathe.
I believe.
I believe great things can happen to those
who try and believe they can achieve those
great things.
I even ask God,
please,
release this pain people try to cause for me.
I know this pain I'm going through
can't be blamed on anyone besides me.
Probably because a lot of those would hurt me.
Even though this pain I'm monthly draining
me
and I need to seek some therapy or something
to remove this pain to cause for me.
I believe.
I believe things will get better as long
as I stay connected to the man above
and keep my head above the water.
I know once you got dreams,
you need to chase them,
never let them go away.
I always thought my life was condemned
and thought my life was at an end.
But I've realized my life has just begun
and shouldn't let anyone tear me down,
make me frown or try to put me down.
I'm from a small town.
Sometimes I feel like I was living in a ghost town.
At times I felt like I was all alone.
At times I didn't know where to call home.
As I've grown,
I figured out how to have a backbone and not anyone break me down.
See,
my left back at home is an old town
that has a lot of boards on the doors,
even at some stores that went out of order.
This later on got torn down and is no longer around anymore.
I live with a family that is sometimes always poor,
barely could afford food from the store.
I even ask myself,
how could a family afford but poor and see others with a poorish?
It's even hard to live a lifestyle where you can barely ever smile,
but you can always put the smiles on everyone else except yourself.
It's hard.
It's very hard.
It's even harder to see the ones you love not be able to see the stars
due to being put behind bars for something that didn't even start.
It's very hard,
but I believe,
I believe great things can come into being at the
right moment if you wait for that right moment.
That's what I've always believed.
I've always believed
if you ask please, things will come into ease.