I see the sky, clear the night And I look into the eyes, and everything is nigh And there's nothing, and there's nothing Everything is nigh, and there's nothing Sometimes I wonder did my n***a get a call from hell before he died When you was here, I heard a thing About you not alive Sometimes I wonder did my n***a get a call from hell Before he died When you was here, I heard a thing About you not alive Sometimes I wonder did my n***a get a call from hell before he died Like was he really, was he just my angel in the sky When you was here, I heard a thing About you not alive When I lost you I lost the rift You were always by my side If it was hurting, I'm so glad that you can't hurt no more Ain't no foundation for the pains of where my heart gon' go Happy to tell you I've been living, I ain't broke no more I'm in an ocean with no compass, where this boat gon' go Know if the afterlife would jail I'd have you out, that b***h is sick It's got a text from Mama J, she's taking pills for her depression I've been paranoid and f***ing hesitating to use my weapon Ain't been f***ing with this rap, I made confessions to the river To a promoter, it's a green light, long as I can get my ride in Wasn't ready for the deep end, but adapted when I dived in We might have to book like we in Temple, if we're shot in I was just 14 when I learned every time that God wins It was us out striking with that fire, just trying to make it home Rapping, trying to get myself a shot, just praying it don't drown Long live Grandma Mary, I'm a lion, trying to cop a lamb N****s catch off-throated, that's why I can't never ask for hands My biggest supporter, long live JV, he a real n***a Been with JLo's ex, how the f*** we hold a deal with it? Took my brother from the city, brought him up the hill with me With more pop than buy my watch, know it's a time that he gon' kill with me Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Sometimes I wonder, did my n***a get a call from Devil before he died? When you was here, heard a thing about you not alive Sometimes I wonder, did my n***a get a call from Devil before he died? Like, was he real or was he just my angel in the sky? When you was here, heard a thing about you not alive When I lost you all off the river you always by my side Know you was hurting, I'm so glad that you can't hurt no more Ain't no foundation for the pains or where my heart gon' go Happy to tell you I've been living, I ain't broke no more I'm in an ocean with no compass, where this boat gon' go? Know you was hurting, I'm so glad that you can't hurt no more Ain't no foundation for the pains or where my heart gon' go Happy to tell you I've been living, I ain't broke no more I'm in an ocean with no compass, where this boat gon' go? I'm in an ocean with no compass, where this boat gon' go?