I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
That old familiar sting
Tried to kill it all the way
But I remember everything
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will never forget
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
And if I could start again
A million miles away
I will keep myself
I will let you down
find
a way
