I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain,
the only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole,
the old familiar sting
Tried to kill it all away,
but I remember everything
What have I become?
My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away in the end
When you could have it all,
my empire of dirt
I will let you down,
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time,
the feelings disappear
You are someone else,
I am still right here What have I become?
My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away in the end
When you could have it all,
my empire of dirt
I will let you down,
I will make you hurt
If I could start again,
a million miles away I would keep myself,
I would find a way