My grandparents, they're getting olderSome of my friends, they're getting soberOh, it's true that life goes onBut it sure leaves some things behindAnd I worked real hard, I made some moneyAnd it's not a joke, but it's still funnyHow with every ounce of freedom comes a pound of traumatizedIt feels like all my friends, they feel the same wayThe candles take more breath on every birthdayThe train that leaves the station without a finalDestinationAnd I know I should shut up, enjoy the rideBut nobody ever taught me how to driveAnd I've been high, broken so badlyThat now I'm scared of being happySo when the butterflies show up, I make excusesI've been high, like we're the sameWork is busy, I'm feeling weirdMy dog died this time last yearIt feels like all my friends, they feel the same wayAnd the candles take more breath on every birthdayAnd the train that leaves the station without a finalDestinationAnd I know I should shut up, enjoy the rideBut nobody ever taught me how to driveI get to death when my friends dieAnd it'll be insecure about everything you're tryingI've got so many things I want to doThat I get paralyzed inAnd I'm wasted on timeAnd press this time on things that make me wanna dieI'm tired of seeing the world in black and blueOur grandparents, they're getting olderWish they could tell me when it's all overDid you and all your friends feel the same way?Did the candles take more breath on every birthday?When the train had left the station, was there a final destination?Did you learn to just shut up and enjoy the ride?Did you learn to keep it all between the lines?Did anybody ever teach you?Teach you how to drive?