Will you forgive me if I'm coming off a little bit obtuse?Well, it's been a minute now since I have had to tell the truthI know, I can, I won'tSuppose I thought that by this moment I would have it figured outBut instead I tend to spend my days consumed by seeds of doubtI know, I can, I won'tOh darling, it goes on and on and onAlways forever till I'm barely holding onEnd of my tethering, I know it won't be longIt won't be long till it's goneSo here's to my beautiful lifeThat seems to leave me so unsatisfiedNo sense of self but self-obsessedI'm always trapped inside my *** headOn and on and on, on and on and onOn and on and on, on and on and onSay, thought I'd be happier somehowIf you were wondering how I'm feeling nowI try to tell myself my best days are the ones that lie aheadBut I'm always looking back on things I wish I'd never saidI know, I can, I won'tOh darling, it goes on and on and onAlways forever till I'm barely holding onEnd of my tethering, I know it won't be longIt won't be long till it's goneSo here's to my beautiful lifeThat seems to leave me so unsatisfiedNo sense of self but self-obsessedI'm always trapped inside my *** headOn and on and on, on and on and onOn and on and on, on and on and onSay, thought I'd be happier somehowIf you were wondering how I'm feeling nowI won't lie, I'm a mess yeahBut I'll get thereNo, I won't lie, I'm a mess yeahBut I'll get thereSo here's to my beautiful lifeThat seems to leave me so unsatisfiedNo sense of self but self-obsessedI'm always trapped inside my *** headOn and on and on, on and on and onOn and on and on, on and on and onThought I'd be happier somehowIf you were wondering how I'm feeling now